Wednesday, September 13, 2006
I still remember,the day when im so stressed,cried at corner where no one ever noticedwhere no one ever stood therethat was the only "de-stress" way i hadstressed for wad?I dunnoIt's just a feelingthat i hatethat i despisethat i dislikethat i dun wanI thought that all will be fineafter i treating all those feelings like the tearsonce releasedit will start to evaporateand disappearthe nxt time it appear,it wont be the same old tears of sadnessbut purified one.yeah it's truebut the feelings nvr disappearedthe problems nvr solvedThis time round,14 years oldthe most meaningful thing that i learntthrough those innocent tearsis that tears dun solve problemsno matter how hard problems can behow sad you feelhow stressed you arehow angry you feelhow much tonnss of dislike you have for that personyou cannot treat it like what you did in the pastcause you are no long a ten year old kidyou can feel sad stressed angry dislike or despise someonebut you can never release all them through your tearsthey dont solve anythingmaybe you would feel tired and just let your eyes take a little restbut once you open your eyesthe world is still turning in the way before you close your eyesforever the samemoreever, you cant be the same with babies who cry once they are born you can only be someonewho smile even "bigger"who becomes strongerwho stands more firmlywho trusts yourself even more
sometimes you may ask.
why life treat you like this.
but you nvr ask
why you treat your life like that.
once you asked..
you will start to think that
why are you thinking so much?
you must be crazy then
whats more?you have pleasant music always around ur ears.
you have unhappy words in your mouth
maybe there's not even one person who you are willing to share your problems with,the more you should learn to face them yourselveswhat's more?for there's isnt anyone you think you should and could trust.
or rather you dont think they will help either
grow up girl .SMILE WHEN YOU ARE SAD.
3:43 PM
